I hate myself for Loving you

I hate myself for loving you.

I cannot understand
Why if has been a year
Why I still see your face in my dreams
How your shadow doesn’t let me love again.

I hate myself for loving you
Even though the time has passed
You don’t know how it is to be so in love
How can I kiss other lips without feeling yours?
How can I see other eyes without seeing yours?
What can I do if when I hear a love song I can’t stop thinking on you?
I hate myself for loving you.

I have met a lot of people.
Asking me to say, “I love you” only once.
Do you remember how many times I said to you?
Now I cannot say to anyone else.
What do you do to me?
Why can I forget you?
You’re still in my memory.
In this poor heart.

I know you were my first love.
I know we’re only friends now.
I know I’m supposed to be with someone else.
I can’t understand what you have, that others don’t.
But now I have decide
I want to stop thinking on you.
I want to love someone else.
I want to see you and my heart be OK.
I don’t want to miss you kisses anymore.
I want forget your eyes, your hair, your body,
I want to forget you all.
I want to see you only as a friend.
And only had a great memory of what we had.

I hate myself for loving you.
But the truth is
I hate myself for losing you
And don’t want you back.